cool enough to come back for

where have I been!?

seriously. just disappeared!!

oh right. its football season, and i just moved into my new apartment (thanks Mike and Nicole)

so things are good...


and for today. if stuff this cool happened at a baseball game. i would watch...

Can you see the difference between these two pictures...

thats right. They are from different games!

for the first time since I attended OSU, i got to go to two Cowboy games in the same season. and BACK TO BACK!

had a great time at both.

just felt like bragging.

woot!

touchdown!

oh yeah!

you know what time it is!

its time to get phil drunk and let him watch football and hope his team isn't losing or damn he's gonna get loud!

OSU starts Saturday against LaLa. the Ragin Cajun. which still sounds like VD to me.

Me, Jesse, and E are all going. gonna miss the rest of the gang, but dont worry, ill call you when im good and drunk late saturday night so you wont miss me :)

then comes Fantasy Football draft. I like it way too much.

ask Jesse, i bug his ass every day about it. Hell ask D. i used to bug her so much with it.

LOVE football season.

get ready!

allow me to introduce you too...

The Head and The Heart



youre welcome

where i am

date ups...

apartment. check
roommate. check
move in date. Sept. 10
excitement. check check check check

its Steve Martin day. Steve Martin and the Steep Canyon Rangers at PAC TONITE!

Ticket to OKState season opener with Jesse and E secured.

no promotion. sad face. opportunity to learn and gain experience at work for next time. happy face.

and if you don't like the muppets, then we cant be friends.



that is all.

until next time...

two of my good friends just moved to Colorado...

I will miss them greatly...
adios Kendra and Ryan. see you soon...

MUSIC

it's all according to plan...

what's that saying about GOD laughing at your plans. I assume he's ROTFL right about now....

wow that was negative. lets try that again...

What's that saying about GOD laughing at your plans? i don't think it's meant as negative as it sounds. cause honestly it kinda makes GOD sound like an ass...

too sacrilegious? bah, i figure he can take a joke. he did create the cast of Jersey Shore, so he must have some sense of humor....

ok, ok, ok. im getting way off point.

as a random point of reference, im currently listening to Lissie's Catching a Tiger album. thanks Ken

I think the point i would like to eventually get to, that im trying so hard to learn right now...

...

...

...is still completely lost on me.

i think its somewhere between not over investing yourself into something blindly to fill some hole, and to be patient with the future. if something is supposed to happen it will. And it's not that my end game has come and gone unsuccessfully. its not that i haven't reached what im aiming for. Its that I cant see how im going to get there. I have to accept that its not in my control. It's out of my hands...

side note: this is not me giving up in any way. Fuck That. When i want something i get it dammit! well i try my damnedest any way...

sorry if im being cryptic. i think the devil is in the details, and right now im not interested in him...

MUSIC